everyone thinks they know me so well
even I don’t know me that well
I spend most every day with my friends but that does nothing to stop the loneliness. In fact, maybe it just makes it worse. I know complaining doesn’t make it better, but it’s really so awful. My head feels like it is collapsing in. I need to be with someone.
I’m honestly just about to die. I feel so alone. I just want someone to hug me. Shit.